My first love letter to God

Dear Father God, I am writing this love letter to You to tell you how I see You.

Father you are peace…

You are so peaceful, when ever I am weary or blue I know that I can come to You. You give me peace you are the only one who can calm the storm. Father so many times the world tries to drags us in, to harden us, to take us away from our families, but yet you always have a way to bring us back. I can describe my life story, like the lost sheep in the bible. I have been lost-but now I am found.

Father you are love…

When I look at love, which is the most beautiful thing in the world it still doesn’t describe You Lord. You are the most pure form of love God. My mind can not fathom all Your love. Your love is so unconditional. No matter how many times I disappoint you Lord, You still love me.

Father I can not wrap my mind around it. No matter how many times I cheat on You, with a book or with friends or a chocolate, You still love me.

No matter how many times I push You aside, You still love me.

No matter how many things I do wrong and keep doing wrong, you still keep on loving me.

What have I done so right for You to love me so deeply. What have I done so right for You to want me so badly. What have I done so right for You to keep on fighting for me. What have I done so right for You to die for me.

Father you are joy…

When I think about You Lord my heart fills up with joy.

It is that kind of feeling I can not explain. I get a smile on my face without saying anything. It is a feeling that my heart is content.

It is the best feeling in the world. A feeling I never want to loose, a feeling I want forever.

Father you are patient…

If I think back on my life, I see how many times I have been inpatient.

It is times I can not take back. It is times that are engraved in my footsteps on this Earth. How do you do it Lord? How can You be so patient?

Father there are so many that hurt You, that lie about You and betray You. But yet You stay patient, yet You give them another change over and over again.

Why are You so perfect?

Father You are so kind…

You always give, You always give and give. There is no space for any selfishness in Your heart.

How can You be so kind to people that hurt You.

Father You are good…

I know the bible teaches us that we are not good, only the Father is good.

We try so hard to be good to others but it is actually the way we have to live our lives every day. It is part of our duties.

Father You are so faithful…

Father when You make a promise, You keep Your word. You never break Your word. No matter how hard the situation or how dark it may seem, you stay faithful. This word faith has had such an enormous impact on my life this past year. This single word means so much to me that I got it tattooed on my arm this is how much it means to me. People can judge me as much as they like, but You Lord, You see my heart. You know what my heart is all about.

Father you are gentle…

If I close my eyes and imagine the one man in the world that would get the award for being gentle with his girl, not even he will come close to Your gentleness my God. No one can be so gentle like you Father. You treat me with respect; you treat me with a gentle heart.

No matter how many times I get angry at You Lord, no matter how many times I shout and scream and give up hope, You still treat me with a gentle hand.

Father you have self control…

I can make a list about times when I don’t have self control. Times where I want something now, when I can’t wait, when I drive to get it, so that I can have it now, times when I eat a whole chocolate or a whole box of cookies instead of just one, times when I loose my mind and not think clearly, times when I get angry and not control myself, times when I feel like giving up when I can not control my thoughts.

But yet Lord, You know exactly how to control your mind, how to control Your feelings, how to control your anger. I think if You did not have self control Lord, You would have destroyed the world a long time ago.

I can learn so much from You dear God.

I want to be more like You. You are the perfect role model.

I want to have peace like You have peach, I want to love like You love, I want experience joy like You experience it, I want to be patient like You are patient, I want to be kind and good to others like You are kind and good to others, I want to be faithful to You like You are faithful to me, I want to be gentle to others as gentle as You are towards us and I want to have self control to control my anger towards others, to control my thoughts, to control my hand when I want to put that chocolate in my mouth.

I want to be more like You Lord.

I want to be more like You God.

You are the perfect living being.

You are the perfect role model.

You are so perfect!

 

Love

Your daughter

Larechell

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