Pray for marriage

My husband and I have been seperated since 28 April. We have two girls 7 and 3 years. We have been married for nine years. I had been angry and bitter towards him cause he committed emotional adultery. I reached out to my husband again and he pushed me away and rejected me again. Iam hurting so much cause he was extremely rude to me. I want to do the godly thing. I want to love him and I want him to know that Iam here for him but he keeps reminding me of how I treated him in the past and he has made it clear he does not want me. He says I haven’t changed and he wants nothing from me and he doesn’t want me and he is not interested in moving back home. He does not want to reconcile and he does not want to work on our marriage! I need to let go and wait on the Lord pray for me please. Thanks.
Samantha, Cape Town, South Africa