Feel like giving up

First of all, have not been to church in a while. I do pray daily and read bible occasionally.  Cannot take my job, my son cannot find a job, my younger son not attending school – was so unhappy that I tried to send him to another school. The priciples in the area communicated and decided that unless he made it in the school he was in, they would not consider him. I have no transport and cannot send him to a school outside of the area. My older son and I are both restricted because we have no transport. I am a single mother and do not have a sound support system and therefore feel very alone. I have been single for many years and decided to open myself to a great man that I recently met – now that has fallen through as well. Feel like I am in such a rut and am despairing that anything is ever going to change !!!!! Feel really tired and feel like giving up. No matter how much I want to, I just can’t though.

Jinnie Goncalves, Germiston, South Africa